Struggling with my studies srsly...I think I shall give up...

But I'm pretty upset to give up a better prospect in life!

I wish to contribute more to the family but ended up wasting more time and $$

I felt really stupid, so stupid that I can't imagine...

I talk to mum about this..

Though mum is encouraging and she didn't scold me for giving up so easily but the more she says its okay the more I feel so disappointed and useless!

At work, I also perform badly..

I don't dare to tell anyone I can't cope with studies except from my family, can tell through my face..

Am I really a failure?

Can anyone teach me what to do with my life now?

Will I become an old penniless lonely lady in future?

I hope an angel will appear by my side soon..

What a tough decision to make!

Though it's just a simple silly high school romance drama with really low ratings, I really enjoy watching it!

Maybe I don't have 童年..my secondary school life sucks like hell :P

I really think that my previous life should be playboy or bad boy that's now I'm suffering~~

Nobody like me esp guys and they don't even approach me to talk in person..

Sometimes I really think, am I that bad or ugly that no one wanna talk to me :(

While watching this drama, the female character story sounds like my story...

Dislike by people in school...only difference is she's rich and I'm very poor!!

Haiz, I don't know how long more I'm staying in RWS..

I also when my fate will come..I really look forward to this day :D